Standing Here..... I Just Need To Know!!!!

I know I don't want to return to what I felt, but today is different, I'm different. I was thinking about how we started, and now how we lost it all. In those days, we were young and everything was easy, we didn't have the responsibilities we have today.

In those days, you didn't have what you have today, in those days you were my friend.... it's funny how we could talk about everything, I learned a lot from you, and now years from that, we are like strangers. It's like I'm standing here, in front of you.... but you don't see me anymore, I'd give it all for that to change. Last year when we met again, I hoped for us to talk, for you to say something, but you didn't.... you just stayed there, in front of me and say NOTHING. You just held my hand, and gave me a hug.

I just need to know if my friend is still there, if the person I used the know and love is still around. It's funny how, when I'm begging to forget comes a memory that lasts, a memory that reminds me, what you were and what you made me feel. A memory of the times we used to share, of the stories we use to tell.... of the person that made me fall in love. But what I remember the most is you bothering me, the pain of seeing you leave, the tears of knowing that we talk so much better through email and phone than in person.

Standing here.... I just need to know if this is really over, cause I will leave you alone....