Because, sometimes dreams are better than reality......

Today I was looking at your profile thinking of the times that we got to share together, and I thought that even though I tried, it seems impossible to get you out of my head. You are like a dream come true, all that you are, is what I want in that person, and today after I saw what you put in your profile.... I felt something breaking inside of me, like a broken dream.... or the reality crashing over my dream.

I don't know why I keep waiting for you, maybe you're not the person I've been waiting, and maybe I've just delayed the time, because I keep waiting for something I wish could be real, but it isn't. Meeting you is one of the things I'm grateful for, but this feelings, this broken heart is not what I asked for. I just wanted a chance, a chance to know you, of knowing what you like, a chance of knowing the person you are; and the things that make you special.

Today I realized that a part of me is still waiting for you.... but the other doesn't know if you're worth the wait and the pain.... I can still see you in my dreams you know, and sometimes I find myself looking for you in different places.... and that's why my dreams are better than reality, because in my dreams I can have you.... I can see you, and most of all I can speak to you.... in my dreams you are by my side... and in reality, you're not here with me.... and I find myself torn apart.

Why do I keep waiting.... sometimes I think It's because I still have hope of YOU + ME .... but I don't know how much that could last.... All I want is a sign, should I continue, or let it go?! Should I keep waiting for you, my dream come true, or should I wake up from this and just MOVE ON.....